Maybe I'm Missing You

Yeah maybe i’m missing you
I meet ordinary ppl and talk to them
Laugh w/ them, just like usual, w/o any thoughts.
Tv is my only friend at night
I finally go to sleep when the sun rises in the morning
I’m too shabby, i might have liked you a lot.
After you left, the blue sky seems like it’s just yellow
Where are you feeling hurt, i’m here
Or maybe you’re in love with someone else
Some other love, i miss you my baby

My heart feels this sad but i have no one to talk to
I wanna smile broadly sometime but have no one beside me
Maybe i’m missing you

Back then, we were like that
Between you and me it was all clear and pure
First it was all about love, just like everyone says
Why did we do that though we all know
But as time goes, like the glass breaking
Like the ring in hands losing its light
Like getting a cut by a sharp knife
Like strangling my neck with the chain of restriction
The memories that i have with you
Which i thought they’re gonna be always good
Though i hate it, only the wounds and unsolved misunderstandings are left.
I needed to hold back till the end
The words of i’m breaking up with you
yet the time we fight and argue
It was better than now

LOOK AT ME ...

Walking on the street, I bumped into your girl
I didn’t want to believe it, but my hunch turned out right
He’s not wearing that ring you gave her,
there’s another man by his side
but I’ve said enough
I don’t wanna hurt you

Now you’re getting angry with
You say “He’s definitely not. that kind of person
Seeing your eyes, I reply that I probably got it wrong
See, I lied for you (I’m sorry)

I hate that you don’t understand me
I hate all this waiting
Let go of his hand
When you’re sad, I feel like I’m dying

what does he have that I don’t
Why can’t I have you
she doesn’t love you
How much longer are you going to cry yourself silly?

When you speak of him,
you look so happy
It’s good that you can be this happy
You say you really love him,
want to be with him forever
You trust him completely
I don’t know what to say no more

Your friends all know that guy
It’s so obvious,
why can’t you see
They say love is blind, Oh baby, you’re so blind
Please, I beg you, break it off

Expensive cars, beautiful clothes,
high-class restaurants, they all suit you well
But diabeside you,
she doesn’t suit you, he really doesn’t
she smiles like a hypocrite with you,
brushing your face and hair
But he’s thinking of another woman for sure,
how dare she

The amount of tears you’ve cried,
I want to make you happy by the same amount, baby
Rather than going through the pain alone,
share some with me, baby
Please look at me, why can’t you realise that I am your love
Why are you the only one who doesn’t know

Trip to Bali Part 4

3 day vacation in Bali is continuing our course. Our agenda today to Bedugul, Tanah Lot and Erlangga center by renowned Bali-by than Krishna. Today we use the car, because Bedugul and Tanah Lot pretty far from Sesetan. Fortunately there Ika Om living in Bali, so we do not need to rent a car.

The first goal is Bedugul Bedugul is a tourist attraction in Bali which is located in a mountainous area that has the atmosphere cool and comfortable, we can see the beauty of Lake Buyan, Lake Beratan and Ulun Danu.Bedugul located in the village of Candi Kuning, Baturiti Tabanan. Building located in Bedugul tourist area is a building tempo and somewhat old-fashioned, but all physical objec still clean and neatly arranged. Located in the highlands, cause this place is very cool and sometimes in the blanket of fog, mountains and the natural beauty of Lake Beratan is clean, in the middle there is a Ulun Danu temple which is a shrine to the Sang Hyang Dewi Danu as pemberikesuburan. New hours there I was feeling cold, but when it's at 11 noon. I think this Bandungnya Bedugul Bali, heheee .. during the trip there we enjoy the landscape. Amazed at all the scenery and winding road with a very steep cliff. 3 hours we are there until you finally decide unutuk proceed. In the midst of a trip we stopped to eat. At that time, Diana wanted to eat chicken betutu Balinese dining and lucky it menyedeiakan betutu chicken. Waahh very good, really different marinade. I never ate chicken before but not seesnak betutu it feels. 

Finished eating we went on a trip to Tanah Lot. Tanah Lot is one of the famous tourist attraction on the island of Bali. Located in the Village Beraban, Kediri district, Tabanan regency. Along the road to this tourist spot, there are many lodging. Ranging from simple inns to five-star villas and hotels. Tourist attractions in Bali, it is frequently visited by tourists in the afternoon. Beautiful views of the beach and sunsets can be enjoyed around 6pm. There are also several hotels close to the beach around this tourist spot, which organize various events in the evenings. For example Kecak dance performances, sunset dinner, and the wedding party. This tourist spot, is also often one of the pre wedding photo locations in Bali for tourists who chose the island of Bali as a favorite location pre wedding photos in Bali. But unfortunately when we came the weather is overcast and the sea water was high tide, so we could not enjoy the sunset there. Once satisfied we finally decided to take a picture shop, there is quite extensive art market.

Our next to the center by Erlangga, the place is very spacious and also very complete. But I was there only until the food shopping without realizing I spent Rp. 200,000, hahaa .. before me and my friends just shopping for clothes so this is the place we quench our thirst for food shopping. Erland is not far from our homestay, because this our last night, we decided to hang out first. Want to feel how it feels hanging out there, hehehee .. then we ate fried rice in a doorway. Many youths who spent the night there. Okeee .. because it was 12 o'clock at night we finally return to the homestay for a break and packhing because tomorrow we akana return to Jakarta.

The next day we returned Jakarta. Undergoing routine as a student and meet with pollution and congestion again -__-I'm definitely going to get there .. insyallah .. to visit places I have not visited

Trip to Bali Part 3

Day 2 in Bali is time for a holiday ... Hooreee ..Purpose we have created from jakarta, so do not waste our time looking for sites adjacent to each other. We tried to take advantage of this short time as possible.

GPS assisted the first goal is to GWK Cultural Park. Garuda Wisnu Kencana (GWK) Cultural Park is a tourist park in Jimbaran Bali with Unggasan Statue attraction GWK (Garuda Wisnu Kencana). GWK statue is a replica statue of Lord Vishnu riding Garuda vehicle named as high as 12 m, the work of the famous sculptor Bali, I Nyoman Nuarta. Area Garuda Wisnu Kencana Cultural Park is located at an altitude of 146 meters above ground level or 263 feet above the surface of the inclusion laut.Tiket quite expensive Rp. 35.000/orang. When the weather was also very hot, very hot. But the five of us enjoyed this place, it reminds me wide pedestal with Borobudur, hehe .. The terrain is fairly barren little trees there, but almost all of the area filled with green grass. Petung-sculpture there was amazing. Loomed very large and very high. Great people who have made it.After spending 3 hours at GWK we proceed to the next destination, the beach Uluwatu. This is where I wait-awaited. According to her sister and a few friends who've been, Uluwatu is a very nice place so I was curious. Uluwatu is not far from GWK. Uluwatu beach is a paradise for surfers world. Beauty of the sea, temples and high cliffs are matchless beauty. The beach is very favored by lovers of water sports on the beach as the surf is big enough for a beachfront rocks. According to research if a beach has many rock the waves generated will be greater than ditepinya coastal plain sand. Once down hundreds of stairs we finally arrived at Uluwatu Beach. And sure enough we were greeted scenery was amazing. The surfer was playing with the waves that I think it's a very big waves but it seemed like they really enjoyed it. And there are some foreigners who were sunbathing to blacken their skin. We entered the dining area, eat a very cool place to be on a very large cliffs and high, and it all Caucasians. When it looks like just me and my friend that the local population. From here really obvious beauty of Uluwatu Beach. Woooww .. This so cool !!

Suddenly you're surprised when a waiter who was very old to us and speak very fluent english very fluently to ask what we would like the message. Looks like grandma's english is better than me, hahaa .. The grandmother when local residents lhooo .. yaa great. About 3 hours we are there, a very less time.

The next goal is Dreamland Beach. Dreamland is a beach in the tourist area of ​​Denpasar, Bali. This place just opened as an alternative to Kuta beach is too crowded. Dreamland beach like other beaches, has white sand and clean sea water and blue make people want to throw themselves into the sea water. In addition, the Dreamland beach facing west, so many people are waiting to watch the sun fall on the western horizon. But unfortunately at that time we could not wait for sunset. Actually really want but when it goes wrong. Very internal problem that happened to one of my friends. Until finally we decided to bermai sand and the waves for 2 hours. After that we went back to the homestay. And during the journey we were greeted with the bad. Ahh sucks!! hours home from work there was also create congestion.

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Trip to Bali Part 2

It seems like only a few minutes shut eye was already at 8 pm. Okee .. time for the five of us went on a trip. We were escorted by a parent Tya to a terminal Arjosari. After debating long enough and stuff we pulled here and there by the brokers we can finally eksecutive night bus. Pretty cheap ticket only Rp. 80,000 with excellent facilities. Pillows, blankets, toilet, and a footrest. At least we can take revenge for sleeping during the trip, hahaa ..

But it turns out, jeng jeng ... The driver seems to have a lot of lives. He brought a full passenger bus like he was playing bombomkar. Throughout the trip I could not sleep, always both hope we all survived to Bali. For 8-hour journey we finally arrived at the port of Ketapang Banyuwangi. Because we all had never been on a ship to cross the island finally finally we went outside to enjoy pendangan night bus on the boat with the sound of waves and the air is very cold ynag. I think it will be very long but it was only one hour.

And finally we get to Bali at 6 am ... Horeee .. Horeee .. "Welcome to Bali". Ahhh so glad, finally setting foot also in Bali.

We've been picked up by his uncle turns Tya. Tya's got family in Malang and Bali. So we travel a little lighter, because always when we picked up, hehe ..

Tya's uncle lived in Ubud, because we have not met friends who rent homestay Tya so for us to Ubud smentara used to clean up and rest for a moment. It turns out his family are very friendly, and their dwellings are dipnggiran a very broad field. I instantly thought of the movie Juia Robert "Eat, Pray. Love ". The movie took a lot of pictures in the Ubud area. It turned out really very beautiful area and very beautiful, very friendly village environment. Instantly I berhayal, if someday I could spend a day old here?? hahaha ..

His intentions we want to Ubud tourist attractions in the area, such as the Monkey Forest and Siring. But can’t because we have to Sesetan to look for homestay which we will plan for our rental in Bali. When it is really a dilemma, the family could not deliver and Tya friend couldn’t pick up. After taking the bike rental we finally headed to Sesetan, without know the direction we wish we did not stray too far. Only with our directions for the homestay address.

I was very surprised because the Balinese people are very orderly turns in traffic. When the red light, they do not cross the white line and still waiting for the green light. I immediately remembered how poor people in Jakarta while traffic. Although the red light still they grab. Sepajang trip I observed occupancy Balinese people. They really are maintaining their culture. Their homes once Bercirikas Bali, carved, ornate, highly contrasting colors natural, sculpture. Ahh that's cool ..

Turns bali also jammed yaa .. almost the same as the capital Jakarta but not as bad as it was. after 1 hour journey one way and some times we ended up in Sesetan. Homestay which we think is quite expensive Rp. 250.000/malam it was quite satisfactory. The environment is very clean, the beds were quite spacious, air-conditioning, television, kitchenette, bathroom. Because we venture to Rp. 50.000 with such facility that it is more than enough, hehe ..

For 2 days because we have not actually break the end we decided that night we went out for a rest. We also carry enough food supply so no need to go out to find food.

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Trip to Bali Part 1

GWK Cultural Park, Bali

March 2013 and then my best friends on holiday to Bali. Me, Iindah, Tya, Diana and Ika .. This is the most exciting vacation yaa although a little annoying to me. This holiday we can not stay off college because they just 1 week, we plan on Bali 4 days 3 nights.

Longstory short yaa .. 

Originally the holiday was canceled, there are many obstacles, especially financial problems, hehe .. because the five of us set of students who do not mmepunyai side job (just rely on pocket money). The four of us had never been there, only one person who had been there that Tya. With a strong desire and ultimately mediocre money we dare go there, hahaa ..

Bismillah ...... 

We boarded the train departed from the station Matarmaja Monday at 3 pm in the direction of Malang. why are we to Malang?? because we train ride though the economy more efficient, inexpensive lhoo only Rp. 52,000, hahaa .. reasons both because one of our friends there who want to see Tya parents in Malang. Initially traveling smoothly, and after arriving in Cirebon train was damaged and we had to wait for repairs for 3 hours. It was a pain, I do not like to wait!!

after we finished train set off again, but there's little oddities. train long way .. each station stop and always succumb by Ekspress train. Then the train had to stop again in Semarang area because according to people inside the train there was a flood so the rail can not be passed. okee .. eventually we had to wait longer (4 hours). The ride was supposed to be only 12 hours so 24 hours -__-

Economy was on the train for 24 hours, no bathing, no eating. Arrgghh sucks!! it wanted to scream!!

With patience we finally arrived at 7am Malang. Horeeee ... welcomed the cool morning air and the five of us was instantly forgotten journey that sucks. It turns out her sister Tya also already waiting for us in front of Malang Station. With impatience (can not wait to take a shower and lie down) we headed home parents Tya. Actually, we also can not meinikmati Malang city, arguably we just ride shower, eat, and sleep for a while there. 10 pm because we had to move on again. But next time we will definitely go back to Malang to explore the beauty of Mount Bromo, heheee ..

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Imperfect Human

Imperfect Human

I am the apparent
Solitary life among the odd porch

Then where eros?
Why do not you take me on the messenger herbs?
As they are the perfect diksa

Don’t curse the dark though pilarku berarir
And I did not have a gun, although my situation forced

Tired ..
Sometimes hollow in breathing life
But let it be
I still like blood clot
Though nothing unusual to me

Lighten Mother

Lighten Mother

I'm your blood ..There seems to be lightning that pierces my chest
Painful when he lost
Was not as beautiful like a sunset at the end of another week

Don't cry mother ..  
More than 7 will be enveloped in peace angel
After all, he has memebawa lantern that had been created by his holiness
Sesendu headstone also not what it seems

Lighten mother ..
I had blood
Dusk tomorrow will always be beautiful
He never went to neptusnus or other natural
Feel ..
Dad is still here
Singing with melodious symphony with us for our
For us a beautiful sunset
father's mother was still here our hearts